At the centre of everything I create — every tool, every sound, every line — is one purpose: to bring people back to the I Am. Not as a concept, but as a knowing. The awareness that is separate to the identity. The presence of Christ Consciousness. The source that heals trauma, dissolves illusion, and restores truth.
Welcome to Solari.
Solari takes a special seat at my tēpu. It’s where my lifelong spiritual journey meets language, sound, and form and finally becomes tangible,
applicable tools for you.
Solari is about taking all the parts of me that have learned and experienced something, grown through challenges and all the life stuff we both suffer and survive. Solari is the refinement of tools I have brought back from these moments. Solari is my spirituality in form. Each offering is created from my own walk through spiritual shedding, breakthrough, remembering, and return. Nothing is made to impress. It is simply and intentionally made to support the part of you that needs it.
The first suite of audio campaigns for healing, are coming soon
My Why - I AM came to Life
I didn’t build this for a brand. I built it because I needed it.
Something that could walk me through the ache without fluff or performance. Something I could listen to without distraction. Just me, in it. Fully.
The I AM Series was born out of that need. But it’s also an answer to something bigger. The quiet collapse I’ve watched in so many. The disconnection, the anxiety, the endless striving, the pain we carry in silence. I’ve lived it. And I’ve worked with it, over and over again. And because I’m a māmā to two beautiful boys, I had to create something that spoke to Self. To soul. To presence. I needed tools that they could also grow into.
I needed to keep healing, so I could show them how to do the same, show up as their mum, show up as a guide, and show up to the skills I have in me, and make something for the world. For my sons. For our tamariki and for you.
The Audio Series [01]
An immersive experience of sound, self-inquiry, and remembrance.
The I AM Series is a suite of audio-based tools designed to help you reconnect with yourself at the most essential level. It offers a structured path inward, where we find the parts of us that need care, attention and love.
Each theme focuses on a core aspect of being—The Heart, The Mind, The Body, The Shadow, and more—guiding you through reflection, stillness, and presence.
You’ll find:
Targeted audio reflections designed to meet you where you are
Digital journal prompts that cut through noise and surface answers
Optional visual tools to anchor your experience
Theme-specific guidance & affirmation prompts
And then there is the Book.
I didn’t write this because I had answers. I wrote it because I kept meeting the same lesson in different clothes.
Everything was reflecting something back. Every struggle. Every ache. Every time I thought I’d outgrown a pattern, it circled around with a new name and the same energetic signature. And eventually I stopped asking, Why is this happening to me? and started paying attention to what it was showing me about me.
That’s what this book is. A reflection of the work I’ve had to do. The unravelling. The witnessing. The remembering.
It’s not a how-to. It won’t coach you through a 5-step anything. But it will hold up the mirror. Gently. Relentlessly. So you can see what’s really underneath the things that show up in your life.
Because life isn’t random. Energy organises around awareness. The psyche seeks healing. And what we resist internally will always find a way to appear externally until we meet it.
Mirrors changed how I live, how I parent, how I serve, and how I create. It’s the reason I can meet people in their stuff without flinching. It’s the reason I trust what shows up. And it’s the reason I keep choosing the inner work, even when it’s brutal.
Mirrors. The Book. For. You.
Mirrors: The Principle
This book rests on one truth I’ve come to know. Life mirrors us.
What we see, what moves us, what gets under our skin or pulls something open, is never separate. It’s a reflection. Sometimes sharp, sometimes slow, always accurate.
This is not poetry. It’s how awareness works. It’s how we meet ourselves.
In Mirrors, we move through the ache. Through identity unravelling. Through the quiet in-between where clarity returns. We don’t go there to become someone else. We go to see who’s always been there.
Every chapter points to the same thing. Nothing is random. What shows up in our lives is a mirror. And that mirror is where real change begins.
Why Life Reflects Us
This isn’t theory. It’s lived.
It’s the throughline in everything I do. The quiet logic behind strategy. The heartbeat inside healing. The pattern behind the pattern.
Consciousness organises around awareness
We don’t see the world as it is. We see the world as we are. What sits in shadow shows up somewhere.
Until it becomes conscious, life will mirror it. Over and over.
The psyche wants wholeness
What we avoid in ourselves doesn’t disappear. It shows up in others. In conflict. In discomfort. Not to torment us. But to be reclaimed.
Energy meets like energy
Our beliefs and unspoken truths carry a frequency. That frequency calls in people, patterns, and experiences that match what’s sitting underneath. It’s not punishment. It’s the path.
The mirror always brings us back
Every trigger. Every high. Every heartbreak. Every moment we wish would pass. Every one we wish would last. It all has the same message. Return.
Mirrors interrupt the illusion
We’ve all tried to fix things by fixing what’s outside of us. But nothing shifts until we stop reacting and start witnessing. The second that happens, everything changes.
This is what Mirrors is.
Not a set of answers. Not a framework to follow. It’s an offering. A reflection of what’s already within. You’ll know what’s for you when it lands. And that will be enough.